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吃得苦中苦，方为人上人，苦苦人上人，让不了自苦

2010-09-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

她是一个很好的材料，我爱她，但我不欣赏她，因为她很难配搭出很好的菜肴，难让自己更有气质，更不听不进一些改变她自己的说法。希望自己能改变自己让我的感觉来改变她。～～～苦瓜！！

2010-09-14T09:53:00.000-07:00

一直在可怜别人，忘了可怜自己，帮他们累坏了自己。很想找个能听我说的人累

Merdeka!!

2010-08-30T21:28:00.000-07:00

Wat a no mood holiday...sien..all the mood gone..

毕业典礼的背后意义

2010-08-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

那天，毕业典礼是为我庆祝的吗？halo...周街都是大学生啦。。。有什么大不了。。。

每当你们看到别人的孩子毕业时，我知道你们很羡慕，那种期待的眼神说出了这是你们心里最想要的。我不明白为什么，而且书读不好，所以我知道你们也不敢对我有什么期望。。。但是每当想起那两年辛苦的日子有你们在我身边陪着我，照顾我，病到下不了床，是你们替我倒尿，替我按摩，为我做一些些委屈的事，每一次的绝望，都是你们坚持把我带回来。。。所以心里就有了坚定，我一定要毕业！一定要你们收到一份小小的礼物。。。

毕业典礼当天，虽然你们没有表露出来，但我感到你们比我更紧张，高兴和感动。。。当我上台的时候，我偷偷地望了你们一下，你们的眼神告诉了我，原来你们把你们付出都忘了，你们忘了你们有多么辛苦，多么委屈，只知道为我高兴，为我光荣。你们把你们的付出来换取了这一幕。。。对你们来说是非常值得。。。我终于明白到你们的羡慕，也渐渐的让我感动起来。当时的我，眼泪经在心里流了出来。。。

毕业典礼结束后，大家都赶着出去礼堂外，茫茫人海的。。我看不到你们。。突然有人在我后面拍拍我的肩旁，我回头一望，原来是你们。。。不知何故的，我一看见你们，我的心暖了下来，二话不说就冲了过去给你们一个抱着你们。。。当时的我心里很感动也不知为什么已经没有力气再跟你们说谢谢了。。。你们的眼泪都忍不住的流了。。。那一顺间，脑海里翻出了从小到大的回忆，感动。。。无法停止。。。

爸，妈谢谢你们的无限付出，关怀。。。

can i just switch off myself for 8 hours...

2010-08-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

Dear http://www.keanyewblogspot.com/,

so sorry that lang lang tiam din come to see u. how r u ? felt lonely?..hehe..

yaya i emo again..

in this few weeks, even it is not very bz..but it is so tire...my brain is always nagging nagging and nagging...what is my life now... yes, finally, i can do what i want...i love design...but how is my life...==

haha~~what a god damn dream (unforgetful farewell party)

2010-02-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

what a hot day today....i was back after go out with a gang of friend. Normally, i will open my laptop, facebook awhile, see see here, see see there...Suddenly, pressure coming...reflective essay haven write and wanna to show on this thursday..kanasai lo..i quicky open my microsoft word with a brain kosong(really kang kang inside) and just stare blankly at the laptop for 10 min =.=.... then i felt myself beh tahan liao...wa so tired a..fast fast close my laptop and go take a nap..

Cause of the tiredness and pressure, make me cant easy to sleep..but finally i felt to sleep..It just like Avatar's movie...i closed my eyes only, and come to the new world..wohaha...

It is 11.04pm...i watching on my watch, suddenly i heard a very familiar sound making announcement " ladies and gentlemen, welcome to our 2010 Utar farewell party"(syinyee's presenting- my PR friend) i quicky look up...The infornt of me is really unbelievable..i was standing at the lobby in mid valley ground floor and there is a huge stage...which have 3 to 4 Kuai Lou( ang mo) play Jazz music on the stage.. is really like 60th years..oldies western style ball night..very very very grand..!!!! then i saw all utar year3 sem 3 students are wearing night dresscode...and i myself also wearing a tuxedo..(walao..so yeng hahaha)

haha..everyone are so smart and gaya..all look like rich guys very gentlemen( just like a movie)...i started to walking around...the hold party was sponsor by mid valley and some shops...there was only open the ground floor and the 1st floor...for the 1st floor, all the shop are not open...it just let ppl can stand surround the stage for chatting, watch the show those social's activity la.for 1st the floor, geng lo....all buffer sponcer by restaurants like Secret Recipe, Mcd, baskin robin, and many many more.....some shop which are not from ground floor also have booth there...like toy r us, canon, nikon, yamaha music...so u can song song go to shopping or song song enjoy the farewell ball night party...i saw KK dancing with min wey(haha kk wearing tuxedo) then i saw Kar Yee, Lindy, Cmoi, Poe wearing so beautiful...chat at the toy's booth... i saw Kelvin odering an ice-cream..dono why a...his ice-cream are bigger than the other.. shi min bz choosing her bag, she said got discount wow..haha..of cause all the t3 are bz taking pic and chating..suddenly..jay han jump out..he quickly run up to the stage with his new guitar...oh!! is time for his performance..he is going sing "moon river" wahaha..

last last i saw every 1 hand also taking a baskin robin's ice-cream... and a waiter pass by me with carring some ice-cream. i told 1 with very gentlemenly..then a ...then a...Dr Carmen come toward on me..and said..this year, farewell party is really huge...she was so happy..and i reply her with a very lanCi's face...of cause la...organize by my utar PR ma..the head of the organizer is my friend (syinyee) 1 wow...i also dono y is her..whatever la..dream ma....haha...untill here la..i woke up jor...hehe...

walao...if really got this kind of farewell party a...for sure no matter utar how lousy...i am the 1 standing at the 1st said utar is the best uni i even seen...haha

ok! end story...wish u all can understand my english, thank to Cmoi that teach me some word i dono...haha..

DOreAmon LAst episode

2009-11-28T18:46:00.000-08:00

hehe...yesterday i went for dinner with ah bai(Mr. Concept). Than, there are a gang of japanise anime fan sit beside us and watch one piece..suddenly, ah bai ask me..do u watch doraemon last episode b4?... of cause i don cause i think that doraemon only have short story like lou fu zhi( master Q) it won have last episode.. finally ah bai said he found out the last episode and it is so touching!!
as a doraemon's fan...somemore last time gila until every friday, 7.30 pm..for sure i will sit infront of the tv waiting the opening song and sing together..dono doraemon have last episode..i really cannot forgive myself...wawawa..!!!!~~~~
hope doraemon's fan like it!!

chinese version

english version

Kampung Asli

2009-09-29T00:09:00.000-07:00

KAMPUNG ASLI...

hehe, when back to hometown...i got nothing to do. so i follow 1 of my friend(aizi) who always deliver chandlerys to kampung asli. when i was in the car, i was so excited because i hope that i can get a nice scenary but he told don put to high expectation cause the kampung had been damage alot after the exploitation.

is really unbelievable after a 30min journey JUNGLE TRACKING! we reach a slurry area and everywhere is empty. we found a small bridge.my friend said follow the small brige, we will reach the kampung asli.i don edit the color on the pic.. the color of the water is really red like blood.. it is one type of mud.u can see everywhere had been destory after exploitation.finally we reach kampung asli...there are only 10 houses at there become most of all are moving. behind the kampung that is a river...this river is will flow along to sungai perak.. we cant see blue sky everywhere cause fog everywhere.
then my friend brought me more deeper inside the jungle. we found out a tower inside there...this tower was to defence japanese when world war 2 and communis from thailand

normally, arms will stay inside the tower . those hold is for arms to shoot.hehe...standing there i felt uncomfortable and abit cold.

my friend said never said ppl's name in the jungle. because something will happen to that ppl.guess what is this...hehe....it is an animal's dejecta. what animal? i wont tell. inside jungle, we cannot call its name...must call him "tai ko" if not it will come out atk us....

lucky i din call its name. if not i am not only saw thier dejecta.

凶

2009-05-18T19:45:00.001-07:00

photographer: Kien

makeup artist: Pan @ Edwine

editor: Yew

model: Sucker.. = =

HAHA....ah Pan ah pAn

2009-05-16T10:34:00.000-07:00

kAm siA...Ah Pan

hehe....

Waaaa~~~~~ Lion roaR(KungFu Hustle)

Tan's BIG FAMILY...

2009-01-12T19:14:00.000-08:00

This is my 1st BIG FAMILY's photo after my GRANDPA(ah KONG) went to travel the new world..

haha...u all cant see me ...(last roll..number fifth from right)..

when taking this pic..i am so happy, because we have not much chance stay together.

But, after looking back this pic..it is less 1 important person...my ah KONG..

It's bring happiness...somehow also hiding some sadness in my heart..

i miss my ah KONG...

As your wish, our heart always together and never leave each other....even u r not here!!

STuDy lo...SiEn... = =..

2009-01-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

ART = =!!!ART ^ ^!!!...i hate i like..

MaRBle LanD LooKing For X'maS

2008-12-10T01:33:00.000-08:00

Marble land, lovely X'mas.

Wish U ALL MERRY X'MAS